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Wednesday, July 04, 2007
a painful truth about boys
So Mr. futsal and I had a long chat during an uber boring time in the office.. until this part of the conversation.
Mr. Futsal- musta ba Gemini Girl - anong aspeto ng buhay? Gemini Girl - nakita kita Gemini Girl - may kaakbay kang girl Gemini Girl - last last week ata Gemini Girl - hihihihih Mr. Futsal- op kors girl yun. Mr. Futsal- hehehe. dont worry di lang ikaw nakakita. hehe Gemini Girl - i know Gemini Girl - it's out in the open Mr. Futsal- anong aspeto ba gusto mo tanong ko? Gemini Girl - kaw bhala Mr. Futsal- sex life? Mr. Futsal- hehe joke. love life lang Gemini Girl - hahaa Gemini Girl - sexlife - uhmmmm matagal na ang...._____ Gemini Girl - wahahha Gemini Girl - lovelife.... patay Mr. Futsal- patay? namatay boypren mo? Mr. Futsal- bakit anong ginawa mo?!? Gemini Girl - namatay sa....!! Gemini Girl - wahahahhahha Gemini Girl - d nki-break ako Mr. Futsal- namatay sa sarap Mr. Futsal- haha Gemini Girl - wahahah Mr. Futsal- ah nagbreak na kayo? Gemini Girl - yeah Mr. Futsal- y naman? Mr. Futsal- wen pa? Gemini Girl - dec Mr. Futsal- may iask why or personal ba masyado? Gemini Girl - but im fine Gemini Girl - totally fine Mr. Futsal- wushu Gemini Girl - d nga... Gemini Girl - eh... Mr. Futsal- tapos iiyak iyak paguwi. hehe Gemini Girl - cgro sa isip ko sya nawalan Gemini Girl - hindi ako Gemini Girl - i really gave my best u know Mr. Futsal- ah. then there should be no regrets if thats the case Mr. Futsal- eh di nagwork out e. Gemini Girl - yeah i know Gemini Girl - actually he was coming back Mr. Futsal- kaw nakipagbreak right? Gemini Girl - yeah Gemini Girl - pero.. there was another person already Gemini Girl - pero wlang quality Gemini Girl - and he left for bahrain... Mr. Futsal- sino may other person? Mr. Futsal- as in nagkasabay? Gemini Girl - d naman Gemini Girl - ay .. sumabay sakanyang pagbabalik Mr. Futsal- ahhh. long distance rel ba kayo nun? Gemini Girl - angmangyayri.. pero wla naman rpob dun... Gemini Girl - wla lang kalidad tlga Gemini Girl - and i met smbdy else Gemini Girl - hahahhaa Mr. Futsal- guluhan ako =( Mr. Futsal- isa isa lang. sumabay sa pagbabalik, sino sumabay kanino and pagbabalik from where? Gemini Girl - wahahahhaa Gemini Girl - un dec bf nagbabalik Gemini Girl - pero hindi nko um-oo Gemini Girl - bec i met smbdy else Gemini Girl - who left for bahrain Mr. Futsal- ahhhhh. so yung current bf mo ngayon is in bahrain Mr. Futsal- long distance kayo bale Gemini Girl - long distance mangyayri Gemini Girl - after a month.. i called wuits Gemini Girl - quits Gemini Girl - yabang ko no? Gemini Girl - wla namn prob sa long dist Gemini Girl - wla lang quality Mr. Futsal- you called quits? to whom? =) Gemini Girl - bahrain guy Mr. Futsal- why? di ko gets Gemini Girl - wlang kallidad Mr. Futsal- the bahrain guy? Mr. Futsal- bakit liit? Gemini Girl - hinde ah Gemini Girl - ewan.. sa guapo nyang un.... Mr. Futsal- eh bakit mo naman nasabi? Mr. Futsal- di magaling? Gemini Girl - wlang quality Gemini Girl - and hindi sya tumwag nung bday ko Mr. Futsal- that sucks man Gemini Girl - i know Mr. Futsal- kayo pa rin ba? Gemini Girl - hinde nah Gemini Girl - i did it after my bday Gemini Girl - pero un ang bale point.... Gemini Girl - to make my decison.. aother from his slacking off Gemini Girl - besides pra syang bata Mr. Futsal- its nice to be parang bata on some occasions but not all the time Mr. Futsal- pangit din kasi for us guys yung masyadong grown up na yung girl na no time for play =)( Gemini Girl - sus ako pah Gemini Girl - hindi lang meant Mr. Futsal- what do you mean ikaw pa? Mr. Futsal- =) Gemini Girl - im low maintenance Gemini Girl - i give freedom Gemini Girl - no prob with fun... Gemini Girl - sex Gemini Girl - conversation... Gemini Girl - flexible Gemini Girl - i mean.... Gemini Girl - ewan.. Gemini Girl - he just slacked off Gemini Girl - un lang Mr. Futsal- i like that, flexible Mr. Futsal- anyway, ok lang yun. if he’s not taking care of you na e Gemini Girl - yeah Gemini Girl - eh ikaw Gemini Girl - happy naman?? Mr. Futsal- op kors =) Mr. Futsal- happy happy =) Mr. Futsal- observation lang, depende talaga sa guy on how the relationship goes Mr. Futsal- pansin ko we guys rarely change. you girls change depende sa boypren Gemini Girl - hinde ah Gemini Girl - sa lahat ng heartbroken stories Gemini Girl - girls ang hindi nagbabago Gemini Girl - anong change ba ang na-observe mo? Mr. Futsal- kunyari if i am going to be an a-hole to a girl, she would be an a-hole as well, even if shes a nice person Mr. Futsal- if i were to be nice to very bad girl, she would be nice Mr. Futsal- its different yung girl to boy. even if the girl is nice and the guy is really an a-hole, he remains an a-hole Mr. Futsal- just an observation Gemini Girl - wel... generally.. girls changes her mind Mr. Futsal- ah. amen! Mr. Futsal- its a different story naman. youre talking about mood swings Gemini Girl - ahh yeah Gemini Girl - girls are nice naman noh generally Gemini Girl - bihira lang ang a-hole na girls Gemini Girl - in fact i dnt think they exists.... Gemini Girl - even pokpok girls.. can be real sweethearts Mr. Futsal- hmm. i guess. but i have no experience first hand on such girls but some of my friends tell me stuff Mr. Futsal- well i believe the exist. if guys can be that way, why cant girls. hehe Mr. Futsal- *they Gemini Girl - i dnt know.. Gemini Girl - i dont generally look at people tat way.. Gemini Girl - whatever/whoever crosses my path.. i'll accept them at face value Gemini Girl - if ur rude.. so am i... Gemini Girl - but things change din noh.. Gemini Girl - we must still see through the person... Mr. Futsal- well i know girls na pineperahan lang mga boypren nila. hehe Mr. Futsal- and the guy is nice ha Gemini Girl - omg Mr. Futsal- sabi nman ng girls, e pumapayag naman yung guy e Gemini Girl - omg Gemini Girl - panong pinepreahan?? Mr. Futsal- that was back in college e. free lunch, free pamasahe Mr. Futsal- stuff like that Gemini Girl - omg Gemini Girl - bka sobrah pretty ang girl.. na poor Gemini Girl - hehehe Mr. Futsal- hmm. i guess. pero naging gelpren ko yung isa sa mga kilala ko na yun e Mr. Futsal- e kurips ako, hehe ok lang. we had a gud rel naman. Mr. Futsal- girls really change depende sa boypren Gemini Girl - people change Gemini Girl - but not girls Gemini Girl - not just girls Gemini Girl - kase lamo tol Gemini Girl - girls take the boys back Gemini Girl - boys hinde Gemini Girl - they dont change Gemini Girl - they change bec they have to.. maybe Gemini Girl - when the bf is salcking of Mr. Futsal- oh cmon. its just the type of guy he is. hes great at first until he gets to your pants and then he slacks off Mr. Futsal- kahit gano ka-ok na babae yun he'll just be the same Mr. Futsal- wait ang sinasabi ko girls change dpende sa boypren ha Mr. Futsal- im saying generally, but of course were talking about people here. its not pure science. so there are going to be some exceptions to the rule for some Gemini Girl - he'll just be the same na...?? Gemini Girl - bsta tol i dnt agree on that Mr. Futsal- he'll just be the same na ok sa una and then slacks off Gemini Girl - guys change kaya Mr. Futsal- we're not on the same page Mr. Futsal- yes i know guys change. Mr. Futsal- iba yung change na sinasabi mo Mr. Futsal- omg hrap iexplain sa st Gemini Girl - cge cge Gemini Girl - GIRLS CHANGE DEPENDE SA BF Gemini Girl - what kind of bf naman kya un? Mr. Futsal- kung ok yung bf, nagiging ok din sila. kung di ok, nagiging di rin sila ok Gemini Girl - naku Gemini Girl - shu-shunga shunga pa nga un babae noh kahit harap harapan na pgka a-hole ng boy Mr. Futsal- im talking about girls here above 20, not teenagers. hehe Gemini Girl - im not sure Gemini Girl - the girls you u and ur friends met must be intelligent Mr. Futsal- mga kilala kong girls na ganun is first bf nila or dun nila nawala virginity nila kaya sila shushunga shunga Gemini Girl - ok... Gemini Girl - i think, it's just right and corrct for the girl to change.. kapag nagbago ang guy Gemini Girl - hindi ba't ganun dpat? Gemini Girl - kase kung ako.. when i broke up with dec bf... i did a lot of things to slavage.. change for the better.... Gemini Girl - pour the loving and understanding i give,... Gemini Girl - he's not my first and dfinitely not highschool Mr. Futsal- thats the thing. you just said it Mr. Futsal- kasi we guys dont change! Mr. Futsal- even if mag bago ka pa and maging ok ka, di kami magbabago Gemini Girl - hello Gemini Girl - nagbago kya sya Gemini Girl - kaya nga bumabalik Mr. Futsal- yeah give him 1 month Gemini Girl - why ot change for the nette Mr. Futsal- babalik din sa original nyang ugali yun Gemini Girl - oh no tol Gemini Girl - more than a month nga un noh Gemini Girl - jusko Mr. Futsal- nagbago sya kasi hes in love again Mr. Futsal- but thats just the effect of love. its not who he really is Gemini Girl - then the same goes with girls Gemini Girl - it's just what love can make us do Gemini Girl - but thats not who we are// maybe Gemini Girl - sort of Gemini Girl - hahhaha Mr. Futsal- well, maybe youre a part of the exceptions to the rule i mentioned earlier Mr. Futsal- all of the people i know agree with me. even girls Gemini Girl - hell no Mr. Futsal- the tell me depende sa lalaki yun kung magiging ok sila Mr. Futsal- *they Gemini Girl - i always talk abt love with girls Gemini Girl - tlga.... Mr. Futsal- sige ill ask you questions Mr. Futsal- the whole time ba sa rel mo you could say na you were a good gf? Mr. Futsal- as in the loving, caring, etc...? Gemini Girl - with dec bf.... oo Gemini Girl - until i dated smbdy else habag kame pah... Gemini Girl - bec... i think... it's alreday going down the hill Gemini Girl - tingin ko guys gnun dn Mr. Futsal- teka teka Mr. Futsal- isa isa lang Gemini Girl - and hidi lang ganun.. they date girls khit active and "loving" ang rel nila with current Mr. Futsal- yung bf mo, was he a good bf? loving caring, loyal din etc? Gemini Girl - he was Gemini Girl - loyal.. caring Mr. Futsal- d whole time? Mr. Futsal- from start to end? Gemini Girl - yes i think so... but thats bec im like that also... Gemini Girl - pero hindi namn pla nya ako mahal tlga Mr. Futsal- bakit mo nasabi? kala ko he was loving? Gemini Girl - long story tol eh Gemini Girl - bec thats what i thought Mr. Futsal- o sige when did he change. or when did he stop loving you. tancha mo lang Gemini Girl - he ddnt love me nga eh Mr. Futsal- dont worry may point tong mga questions ko. marerealize mo babae nagbabago Mr. Futsal- tingin mo nga kelan Mr. Futsal- october? Gemini Girl - 15mos kame Mr. Futsal- november? when did you feel the coldness? Gemini Girl - 3month Mr. Futsal- so mga september. tama ba? Gemini Girl - sucks noh? Gemini Girl - shet Gemini Girl - yeah Mr. Futsal- hold on. so kelan ka nagdate ng iba? Gemini Girl - july.. pero bday kase un.... Gemini Girl - pero friends lang Mr. Futsal- not friends. yung may something Mr. Futsal- dating is not done by friends Gemini Girl - sept Mr. Futsal- o see!!!! Mr. Futsal- bullseye Gemini Girl - but like what i say tol... Mr. Futsal- teka ano nauna, coldness ng boypren mo or nagdate ka ng iba? Gemini Girl - it is correct that girls souuld change when the boy is a-hole Gemini Girl - i should have dump him so earlier Gemini Girl - i gae him a lot of chance Gemini Girl - haaaay jusme..... i tell u okay lang un Mr. Futsal- theres no right or wrong, correct or incorrect sa isang rel.theres always two sides of the story. its just the way it is Mr. Futsal- girls generally change depende sa guy Mr. Futsal- but kami, kahit ok kayo, kapag din namin feel. talagang wala Mr. Futsal- *di Gemini Girl - ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh Gemini Girl - f**kng shet Mr. Futsal- o naniniwala ka na sa kin? Gemini Girl - u mean.. the emotions of girls.. escalate Gemini Girl - from nothing to meron Gemini Girl - from meron to wla Gemini Girl - what is "wala"? Mr. Futsal- wala na kami tlagang magagawa. kahit na ano pa gawin mo. gnun na tlaga kami Mr. Futsal- yung mga sinasabi mong nagbabago yung lalaki, yung sa una ok tapos magsslack off, it just shows na pinapakita na namin yung tunay naming ugali sa yo Gemini Girl - ano nga ang wla... ? Walang 1. gusto 2. love 3. like 4. crush Mr. Futsal- yun yung totoo. hindi yung simula ng rel. cloud9 stuff lang yun! Mr. Futsal- talagang wala na kaming magagawa. Gemini Girl - anong nga un wla??? Gemini Girl - magagawa na ano?? Gemini Girl - i want to read/hear it Mr. Futsal- wala - magagawa Mr. Futsal- di namin gawain yung magbago for you girls Mr. Futsal- none of the above Gemini Girl - magbago... kahit mahal mo? Mr. Futsal- yes kahit mahal namin Gemini Girl - omg... Mr. Futsal- its true Gemini Girl - i see Gemini Girl -
Posted at 1:11:02 pm by twentysumthing
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Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Makati diaries 9: Up the 16F
as i rode a taxi on my way to work this morning with three total strangers, i received an sms
from sheryll..." joms, i heard from chico this morning greeting somebody who just passed the CE board exams. the results are out i guess."
i ddnt reply bec i had no load. my heart was panting. as i reached the office. i called her up.
"girl, wla akong load. may internet k db? check mo naman.", kako. " teka may tinitingnan ako para kay neal", she retorted. " ah ganon ba? pasenxa na. cge mmaya na lang". "ito na nga binubuksan na. saan ba?" i told her to look up at inq7 and read a list of courses... "chemical.... civil...*pause 19 lang ang nag-exam??.... *pause.. ay iba to.. tol wala pa results", she finished.
okay but unbelieving.i loaded up as lunch came. "Joel, may results na daw ah". Joel opened inq7...."
.. 687 MANALO, MARLON BRYAN GENER ....
At that instant. i ddnt know what to feel. i am sure i am happy about it. finally he did it. i was finding explanation about my strange feeling while eating my longganisa. i texted ryll.
"To: *ryll Message: He passed...
after three spoonfuls, i moved my lunch back to the ref. tried to drink water and went to the balcony. Up the 16F overlooking the roofs and cars passing by. i know that the air is darn hot but i felt chilly. i looked at my phone.
"from: *ryll / Message: Dapat lang. He bears the name of our school. Well, u must b happy. Congratulations?"
"I was sad sheryll. i ddnt eat lunch. nalulungkot ako kasi diko manlang siya ma-congrats".
"I perfectly understand jom. u have to go through thgis painful triumphant moment of h is that u cant be part of any longer.. so u can move on, find and accept someone else in you life who cn love u the way he didnt, so u can be part of his dream, triumphs/failures. u nid this bitter phase to push you to move on.."
im becoming dramatic that this is an important event of his that it affects me. i went back in the office at 1pm.
8:29 pm. May 16,2005.
Posted at 3:36:19 pm by twentysumthing
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