Wednesday, July 04, 2007
a painful truth about boys

So Mr. futsal and I had a long chat during an uber boring time in the office.. until this part of the conversation.

 

Mr. Futsal- musta ba
Gemini Girl -
anong aspeto ng buhay?

 Gemini Girl -
nakita kita
Gemini Girl -
may kaakbay kang girl
Gemini Girl -
last last week ata
Gemini Girl -
hihihihih
Mr. Futsal- op kors girl yun.
Mr. Futsal
- hehehe. dont worry di lang ikaw nakakita. hehe
Gemini Girl -
i know

 Gemini Girl -
it's out in the open
Mr. Futsal- anong aspeto ba gusto mo tanong ko?
Gemini Girl -
kaw bhala

Mr. Futsal- sex life?
Mr. Futsal
- hehe joke. love life lang
Gemini Girl -
hahaa

Gemini Girl -
sexlife - uhmmmm matagal na ang...._____
Gemini Girl -
wahahha
Gemini Girl -
lovelife....  patay
Mr. Futsal- patay? namatay boypren mo?
Mr. Futsal
- bakit anong ginawa mo?!?
Gemini Girl -
namatay sa....!!

Gemini Girl -
wahahahhahha
Gemini Girl -
d nki-break ako
Mr. Futsal- namatay sa sarap
Mr. Futsal
- haha
Gemini Girl -
wahahah

Mr. Futsal- ah nagbreak na kayo?
Gemini Girl -
yeah

Mr. Futsal- y naman?
Mr. Futsal
- wen pa?
Gemini Girl -
dec

Mr. Futsal- may iask why or personal ba masyado?
Gemini Girl -
but im fine

Gemini Girl -
totally fine
Mr. Futsal- wushu
Gemini Girl -
d nga...

Gemini Girl -
eh...
Mr. Futsal- tapos iiyak iyak paguwi. hehe
Gemini Girl -
cgro sa isip ko sya nawalan

Gemini Girl -
hindi ako
Gemini Girl -
i really gave my best u know
Mr. Futsal- ah. then there should be no regrets if thats the case
Mr. Futsal
- eh di nagwork out e.
Gemini Girl -
yeah i know

Gemini Girl -
actually he was coming back
Mr. Futsal- kaw nakipagbreak right?
Gemini Girl -
yeah

Gemini Girl -
pero.. there was another person already
Gemini Girl -
pero wlang quality
Gemini Girl -
and he left for bahrain...
Mr. Futsal- sino may other person?
Mr. Futsal
- as in nagkasabay?
Gemini Girl -
d naman

Gemini Girl -
ay .. sumabay sakanyang pagbabalik
Mr. Futsal- ahhh. long distance rel ba kayo nun?
Gemini Girl -
angmangyayri.. pero wla naman rpob dun...

Gemini Girl -
wla lang kalidad tlga
Gemini Girl -
and i met smbdy else
Gemini Girl -
hahahhaa
Mr. Futsal- guluhan ako =(
Mr. Futsal
- isa isa lang. sumabay sa pagbabalik, sino sumabay kanino and pagbabalik from where?
Gemini Girl -
wahahahhaa

Gemini Girl -
un dec bf nagbabalik
Gemini Girl -
pero hindi nko um-oo
Gemini Girl -
bec i met smbdy else
Gemini Girl -
who left for bahrain
Mr. Futsal- ahhhhh. so yung current bf mo ngayon is in bahrain
Mr. Futsal
- long distance kayo bale
Gemini Girl -
long distance mangyayri

Gemini Girl -
after a month.. i called wuits
Gemini Girl -
quits
Gemini Girl -
yabang ko no?
Gemini Girl -
wla namn prob sa long dist
Gemini Girl -
wla lang quality
Mr. Futsal- you called quits? to whom? =)
Gemini Girl -
bahrain guy

Mr. Futsal- why? di ko gets
Gemini Girl -
wlang kallidad

Mr. Futsal- the bahrain guy?
Mr. Futsal
- bakit liit?
Gemini Girl -
hinde ah

Gemini Girl -
ewan.. sa guapo nyang un....
Mr. Futsal- eh bakit mo naman nasabi?
Mr. Futsal
- di magaling?
Gemini Girl -
wlang quality

Gemini Girl -
and hindi sya tumwag nung bday ko
Mr. Futsal- that sucks man
Gemini Girl -
i know

Mr. Futsal- kayo pa rin ba?
Gemini Girl -
hinde nah

Gemini Girl -
i did it after my bday
Gemini Girl -
pero un ang bale point....
Gemini Girl -
to make my decison.. aother from his slacking off
Gemini Girl -
besides pra syang bata
Mr. Futsal- its nice to be parang bata on some occasions but not all the time
Mr. Futsal
- pangit din kasi for us guys yung masyadong grown up na yung girl na no time for play =)(
Gemini Girl -
sus ako pah

Gemini Girl -
hindi lang meant
Mr. Futsal- what do you mean ikaw pa?
Mr. Futsal
- =)
Gemini Girl -
im low maintenance

Gemini Girl -
i give freedom
Gemini Girl -
no prob with fun...
Gemini Girl -
sex
Gemini Girl -
conversation...
Gemini Girl -
flexible
Gemini Girl -
i mean....
Gemini Girl -
ewan..
Gemini Girl -
he just slacked off
Gemini Girl -
un lang
Mr. Futsal- i like that, flexible
Mr. Futsal
- anyway, ok lang yun. if he’s not taking care of you na e
Gemini Girl -
yeah

Gemini Girl -
eh ikaw
Gemini Girl -
happy naman??
Mr. Futsal- op kors =)
Mr. Futsal
- happy happy =)
Mr. Futsal
- observation lang, depende talaga sa guy on how the relationship goes
Mr. Futsal
- pansin ko we guys rarely change. you girls change depende sa boypren
Gemini Girl -
hinde ah

Gemini Girl -
sa lahat ng heartbroken stories
Gemini Girl -
girls ang hindi nagbabago
Gemini Girl -
anong change ba ang na-observe mo?
Mr. Futsal- kunyari if i am going to be an a-hole to a girl, she would be an a-hole as well, even if shes a nice person
Mr. Futsal
- if i were to be nice to very bad girl, she would be nice
Mr. Futsal
- its different yung girl to boy. even if the girl is nice and the guy is really an a-hole, he remains an a-hole
Mr. Futsal
- just an observation
Gemini Girl -
wel... generally.. girls changes her mind

Mr. Futsal- ah. amen!
Mr. Futsal
- its a different story naman. youre talking about mood swings
Gemini Girl -
ahh yeah

Gemini Girl -
girls are nice naman noh generally
Gemini Girl -
bihira lang ang a-hole na girls
Gemini Girl -
in fact i dnt think they exists....
Gemini Girl -
even pokpok girls.. can be real sweethearts
Mr. Futsal- hmm. i guess. but i have no experience first hand on such girls but some of my friends tell me stuff
Mr. Futsal
- well i believe the exist. if guys can be that way, why cant girls. hehe
Mr. Futsal
- *they
Gemini Girl -
i dnt know..

Gemini Girl -
i dont generally look at people tat way..
Gemini Girl -
whatever/whoever crosses my path.. i'll accept them at face value
Gemini Girl -
if ur rude.. so am i...
Gemini Girl -
but things change din noh..
Gemini Girl -
we must still see through the person...
Mr. Futsal- well i know girls na pineperahan lang mga boypren nila. hehe
Mr. Futsal
- and the guy is nice ha
Gemini Girl -
omg

Mr. Futsal- sabi nman ng girls, e pumapayag naman yung guy e
Gemini Girl -
omg

Gemini Girl -
panong pinepreahan??
Mr. Futsal- that was back in college e. free lunch, free pamasahe
Mr. Futsal
- stuff like that
Gemini Girl -
omg

Gemini Girl -
bka sobrah pretty ang girl.. na poor
Gemini Girl -
hehehe
Mr. Futsal- hmm. i guess. pero naging gelpren ko yung isa sa mga kilala ko na yun e
Mr. Futsal
- e kurips ako, hehe ok lang. we had a gud rel naman.
Mr. Futsal
- girls really change depende sa boypren
Gemini Girl -
people change

Gemini Girl -
but not girls
Gemini Girl -
not just girls
Gemini Girl -
kase lamo tol
Gemini Girl -
girls take the boys back
Gemini Girl -
boys hinde
Gemini Girl -
they dont change
Gemini Girl -
they change bec they have to.. maybe
Gemini Girl -
when the bf is salcking of
Mr. Futsal- oh cmon. its just the type of guy he is. hes great at first until he gets to your pants and then he slacks off
Mr. Futsal
- kahit gano ka-ok na babae yun he'll just be the same
Mr. Futsal
- wait ang sinasabi ko girls change dpende sa boypren ha
Mr. Futsal
- im saying generally, but of course were talking about people here. its not pure science. so there are going to be some exceptions to the rule for some
Gemini Girl -
he'll just be the same na...??

Gemini Girl -
bsta tol i dnt agree on that
Mr. Futsal- he'll just be the same na ok sa una and then slacks off
Gemini Girl -
guys change kaya

Mr. Futsal- we're not on the same page
Mr. Futsal
- yes i know guys change.
Mr. Futsal
- iba yung change na sinasabi mo
Mr. Futsal
- omg hrap iexplain sa st
Gemini Girl -
cge cge

Gemini Girl -
GIRLS CHANGE DEPENDE SA BF
Gemini Girl -
what kind of bf naman kya un?
Mr. Futsal- kung ok yung bf, nagiging ok din sila. kung di ok, nagiging di rin sila ok
Gemini Girl -
naku

Gemini Girl -
shu-shunga shunga pa nga un babae noh kahit harap harapan na pgka a-hole ng boy
Mr. Futsal- im talking about girls here above 20, not teenagers. hehe
Gemini Girl -
im not sure

Gemini Girl -
the girls you u and ur friends met must be intelligent
Mr. Futsal- mga kilala kong girls na ganun is first bf nila or dun nila nawala virginity nila kaya sila shushunga shunga
Gemini Girl -
ok...

Gemini Girl -
i think, it's just right and corrct for the girl to change.. kapag nagbago ang guy
Gemini Girl -
hindi ba't ganun dpat?
Gemini Girl -
kase kung ako.. when i broke up with dec bf... i did a lot of things  to slavage.. change for the better....
Gemini Girl -
pour the loving and understanding i give,...
Gemini Girl -
he's not my first and dfinitely not highschool
Mr. Futsal- thats the thing. you just said it
Mr. Futsal
- kasi we guys dont change!
Mr. Futsal
- even if mag bago ka pa and maging ok ka, di kami magbabago
Gemini Girl -
hello

Gemini Girl -
nagbago kya sya
Gemini Girl -
kaya nga bumabalik
Mr. Futsal- yeah give him 1 month
Gemini Girl -
why ot change for the nette

Mr. Futsal- babalik din sa original nyang ugali yun
Gemini Girl -
oh no tol

Gemini Girl -
more than a month nga un noh
Gemini Girl -
jusko
Mr. Futsal- nagbago sya kasi hes in love again
Mr. Futsal
- but thats just the effect of love. its not who he really is
Gemini Girl -
then the same goes with girls

Gemini Girl -
it's just what love can make us do
Gemini Girl -
but thats not who we are// maybe
Gemini Girl -
sort of
Gemini Girl -
hahhaha
Mr. Futsal- well, maybe youre a part of the exceptions to the rule i mentioned earlier
Mr. Futsal
- all of the people i know agree with me. even girls
Gemini Girl -
hell no

Mr. Futsal- the tell me depende sa lalaki yun kung magiging ok sila
Mr. Futsal
- *they
Gemini Girl -
i always talk abt love with girls

Gemini Girl -
tlga....
Mr. Futsal- sige ill ask you questions
Mr. Futsal
- the whole time ba sa rel mo you could say na you were a good gf?
Mr. Futsal
- as in the loving, caring, etc...?
Gemini Girl -
with dec bf.... oo

Gemini Girl -
until i dated smbdy else habag kame pah...
Gemini Girl -
bec... i think... it's alreday going down the hill
Gemini Girl -
tingin ko guys gnun dn
Mr. Futsal- teka teka
Mr. Futsal
- isa isa lang
Gemini Girl -
and hidi lang ganun.. they date girls khit active and "loving" ang rel nila with current

Mr. Futsal- yung bf mo, was he a good bf? loving caring, loyal din etc?
Gemini Girl -
he was

Gemini Girl -
loyal.. caring
Mr. Futsal- d whole time?
Mr. Futsal
- from start to end?
Gemini Girl -
yes i think so... but thats bec im like that also...

Gemini Girl -
pero hindi namn pla nya ako mahal tlga
Mr. Futsal- bakit mo nasabi? kala ko he was loving?
Gemini Girl -
long story tol eh

Gemini Girl -
bec thats what i thought
Mr. Futsal- o sige when did he change. or when did he stop loving you. tancha mo lang
Gemini Girl -
he ddnt love me nga eh

Mr. Futsal- dont worry may point tong mga questions ko. marerealize mo babae nagbabago
Mr. Futsal
- tingin mo nga kelan
Mr. Futsal
- october?
Gemini Girl -
15mos kame

Mr. Futsal- november? when did you feel the coldness?
Gemini Girl -
3month

Mr. Futsal- so mga september. tama ba?
Gemini Girl -
sucks noh?

Gemini Girl -
shet
Gemini Girl -
yeah
Mr. Futsal- hold on. so kelan ka nagdate ng iba?
Gemini Girl -
july.. pero bday kase un....

Gemini Girl -
pero friends lang
Mr. Futsal- not friends. yung may something
Mr. Futsal
- dating is not done by friends
Gemini Girl -
sept

Mr. Futsal- o see!!!!
Mr. Futsal
- bullseye
Gemini Girl -
but like what i say tol...

Mr. Futsal- teka ano nauna, coldness ng boypren mo or nagdate ka ng iba?
Gemini Girl -
it is correct that girls souuld change when the boy is a-hole

Gemini Girl -
i should have dump him so earlier
Gemini Girl -
i gae him a lot of chance
Gemini Girl -
haaaay jusme..... i tell u okay lang un
Mr. Futsal- theres no right or wrong, correct or incorrect sa isang rel.theres always two sides of the story. its just the way it is
Mr. Futsal
- girls generally change depende sa guy
Mr. Futsal
- but kami, kahit ok kayo, kapag din namin feel. talagang wala
Mr. Futsal
- *di
Gemini Girl -
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Gemini Girl -
f**kng shet
Mr. Futsal- o naniniwala ka na sa kin?
Gemini Girl -
u mean.. the emotions of girls.. escalate

Gemini Girl -
from nothing to meron
Gemini Girl -
from meron to wla
Gemini Girl -
what is "wala"?
Mr. Futsal- wala na kami tlagang magagawa. kahit na ano pa gawin mo. gnun na tlaga kami
Mr. Futsal
- yung mga sinasabi mong nagbabago yung lalaki, yung sa una ok tapos magsslack off, it just shows na pinapakita na namin yung tunay naming ugali sa yo
Gemini Girl -
ano nga ang wla... ? Walang 1. gusto 2. love 3. like 4. crush

Mr. Futsal- yun yung totoo. hindi yung simula ng rel. cloud9 stuff lang yun!
Mr. Futsal
- talagang wala na kaming magagawa.
Gemini Girl -
anong nga un wla???

Gemini Girl -
magagawa na ano??
Gemini Girl -
i want to read/hear it
Mr. Futsal- wala - magagawa
Mr. Futsal
- di namin gawain yung magbago for you girls
Mr. Futsal
- none of the above
Gemini Girl -
magbago... kahit mahal mo?

Mr. Futsal- yes kahit mahal namin
Gemini Girl -
omg...

Mr. Futsal- its true
Gemini Girl -
i see

Gemini Girl -

Posted at 1:11:02 pm by twentysumthing
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Wednesday, April 18, 2007
remember this? MD#9

Makati diaries 9: Up the 16F

as i rode a taxi on my way to work this morning with three total strangers, i received an sms

from sheryll..." joms, i heard from chico this morning greeting somebody who just passed the CE board exams. the results are out i guess."

i ddnt reply bec i had no load. my heart was panting. as i reached the office. i called her up.

"girl, wla akong load. may internet k db? check mo naman.", kako. " teka may tinitingnan ako para kay neal", she retorted. " ah ganon ba? pasenxa na. cge mmaya na lang". "ito na nga binubuksan na. saan ba?" i told her to look up at inq7 and read a list of courses... "chemical.... civil...*pause 19 lang ang nag-exam??.... *pause.. ay iba to.. tol wala pa results", she finished.

okay but unbelieving.i loaded up as lunch came. "Joel, may results na daw ah". Joel opened inq7...."

..
687 MANALO, MARLON BRYAN GENER ....


At that instant. i ddnt know what to feel. i am sure i am happy about it. finally he did it. i was finding explanation about my strange feeling while eating my longganisa. i texted ryll.

"To: *ryll Message: He passed...

after three spoonfuls, i moved my lunch back to the ref. tried to drink water and went to the balcony. Up the 16F overlooking the roofs and cars passing by. i know that the air is darn hot but i felt chilly. i looked at my phone.

"from: *ryll / Message: Dapat lang. He bears the name of our school. Well, u must b happy. Congratulations?"

"I was sad sheryll. i ddnt eat lunch. nalulungkot ako kasi diko manlang siya ma-congrats".

"I perfectly understand jom. u have to go through thgis painful triumphant moment of h is that u cant be part of any longer.. so u can move on, find and accept someone else in you life who cn love u the way he didnt, so u can be part of his dream, triumphs/failures. u nid this bitter phase to push you to move on.."

im becoming dramatic that this is an important event of his that it affects me.
i went back in the office at 1pm.


8:29 pm. May 16,2005.
 
read more makati diaries here

Posted at 3:36:19 pm by twentysumthing
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